If You Build It They Will Come

Rasta’s Rescue Ranch is uniquely positioned on the scenic Turquoise Trail between the City Different and the historic mining town of Madrid.  When purchased in 2003, the L shaped property looked like little more than a lot of work.  Ramshackle run-in-sheds and thrown together fences speckled the back three acres in a haphazard fashion.  The barn at the very back, just beyond the corner of the L, looked as if ready to collapse, and still does.  The house, built sometime in the late 1950’s, sported obvious signs of neglect and oddly not thought out additions made over the years.  No, it did not look like much, but as the sun began to set and that peaceful orange glow stretched across the land a vision of something special began to formulate.  I didn’t know exactly what it was then, beyond a feeling, but that’s usually how most cool things begin. 

Photo: Benjamin Lucas

Over months an arena and horse pens were constructed under the guidance of two genuine southwestern cowboys.  They were real cowboys, the first I’d met in Santa Fe, Thomas Wingate and Frank.  They wore broken in hats, Levis or Wranglers, grew thick scruff on their cheeks, and Frank sported an elaborate mustache.  Both were veterans of the Vietnam era, loved the high desert, and understood the needs of horses.  Frank advised on the perfect arena, Thomas talked about pens with room, and then the two of them set to fixing railroad ties in the ground, stretching new wire at the back of the L, and securing horse panels about the arena.    

Over the course of several more months, I set to dismantling the old run-in sheds and fencing strewn about the property.  The sense of something special continued lingering, but I still didn’t know exactly what it would be. 

For a few years, as I continued cleaning up the property, we operated as a horse board and care, but that wasn’t the ultimate destiny, the vision that kept popping into my head as the sun would set and cast that incredible bold and golden glow across the land.  Seven years would pass before the vision clarified; sometimes visions take their time coming to fruition. 

Hints started in 2009 with two goats, Sergeant Pepper and Moon, and a horse named Brue.  Sgt. Pepper needed a new home and his best friend Moon and Brue, well into his thirties, needed a winter sanctuary away from pasture life.  Winters on the high desert can be harsh, a reality once unknown to a girl from southern California.  By this time two girls from sunny southern California were learning this lesson, but as a team they began refining the vision and by January of 2010 knew the destiny of this little L shaped ranch on the south side of Santa Fe.

Thomas Wingate, Lil, & Scarlet in the Arena

Rasta’s Rescue Ranch was born in honor of a Shetland pony and others who began to come in need.  After Rasta, came Chloe, then Savannah and Pirate, and two sheep.  If you build it they will come.  And still more came, Lily the goat, Maggie a wayward pit bull abandoned at a gas station, Sam, a silver miniature poodle, and Sadie a German shepherd dog mix and new pal for Rudy the guardian shepherd of the land. 

For the most part we’ve self-funded the operation with funds from a yome we rent out on the ranch, where some really terrific young people have stayed.  We’ve kept up as much as we can, but it’s been tough, financially and emotionally, one of the hardest undertakings ever, and truth is there is more to be done and many more in need of a rescue. 

We’ve outgrown the facilities built years ago, but there’s room for more as the vision grows and clarifies.  Looking across the land, I imagine a new barn and more spacious pens.  Closer to the house I see a dog park, where our rescues can run and play and friends from the neighborhood might join them.  In the future there is a space where the goats and the sheep can roam free.  I see children coming to meet the animals, to hear their stories and learn not just the ways of a ranch, but the difference we can all make in the world.  

It’s one step at a time, as it was in the beginning.  The new barn will be a little while yet, but a nice big fenced yard for dogs and additional pens are goals for summer.  Much depends on sponsors, every dollar coming into the ranch counts.  The Facebook “Like” campaign brought to life by a very generous sponsor raised $650.00.  That will feed the horses for the month of April.  Whew! 

There is so much potential, so many possibilities, and such a tremendous need.  During 2009 in New Mexico, out of desperation some people just released their horses to the wild to fend for themselves.  In this challenging economy unconscionable numbers of pets have been abandoned, some dropped at shelters, others simply left.  There is much to be done and a difference that can be made for the better.  Rasta’s looks forward to contributing to that difference one animal at a time.  We hope you’ll join our efforts. 

Photo: Benjamin Lucas

Again, every dollar counts.  $9.00 buys a bale of hay, $20.00 a bag of Equine Senior, heck, $ 4.00 buys a bag of cement for fence posts.  So you see, even the smallest of donations makes a difference on a rescue ranch.    Of course, we welcome larger donations too.  Those enable us to move faster and often we wish we could.  Sometimes a rescue needs to happen in an instant.

Thank you to our supporters for our page “likes,” your valuable encouragement, and for sharing us with family and friends.  Can’t wait to update everyone on where we are tomorrow. 

RASTA’S RESCUE RANCH, INC. is a 501(c)(3) public charity.  ALL DONATIONS ARE 100% TAX DEDUCTABLE (receipts are emailed to you or snail mailed if requested). 

DONATIONS CAN BE MAILED TO 3820 STATE HIGHWAY 14, SANTA FE, NEW MEXICO 87508

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NOW YOU CAN PAYPAL A DONATION TO: RASTASRESCUERANCH@GMAIL.COM

Transformations: Savannah the Buckskin Mare

Little girls want horses and dream of naming them things like Magic.  They imagine brushing their manes and braiding their tails.  I know because I have one of those little girls.  From very early on, my daughter wanted a horse, riding lessons, treasured books and movies about horses, and learned to draw them better at five then I ever could.  Little girls want pink and white saddles and cowgirl boots and imagine adorning their magic pony with sparkling reins and riding off into wonderful adventures. 

On a Tuesday, in early 2010, a Buckskin mare named Magic arrived at Rasta’s, but how she received this name is unknown.  A lady who tossed her cow hay over the fence of a small pen for a truck driver, who owned her, though rarely home, brought her to Rasta’s.  The lady admitted knowing it was cheap hay for a horse, but it was what the trucker provided.  And after seeing Magic through most of another winter, malnourished and unattended to, less bare necessity, she talked the trucker into surrendering the horse, then gathered Magic into a trailer, and made the drive to Rasta's.

How long Magic lived solely in a small pen, untouched by human hands, and fed just enough to sustain her is unknown.  “Years,” the lady hinted.  And before that she went from home to home.  Surely once, as a registered horse, she received love, proper care, and nurturing.  The gratitude she shows us reflects having once known such things.  Perhaps once a little girl did dream of having a horse and maybe she did in her innocence name her Magic.   We renamed her Savannah.

Horses remember and tell us their stories.  Savannah immediately told us of once being brushed and loved, being saddled up and adored.  For hours she stood still and graciously while C and Ten brushed dried mud from her coat, mane, and tail.  Her mane tangled, knotted, and clumped with mud necessitated a haircut, which C caringly provided.  She had worn her halter for so long the rope thinned the hair leaving its impression.  Her coat for winter was thin, dry, and caked with balls of dirt.  She looked as if a pack of pre-adolescent boys had taunted her with mud balls for days on end.  Who knows?  Who really knows?  Savannah. 

So it is that when you visit her she whinnies a sweet hello, patiently anticipates a complete meal, and graciously stands close and still for a brushing, and what she once knew a long time ago, and dreamed of as she found herself sent from pen to pen—the touch of human caretakers, a couple of girls, one still small and one all grown up, who take pleasure in providing a good brushing and whispered words of dreams about magic horses that take us on adventures in our hearts.

*Update: January 2011, Savannah, the Buckskin mare, once named Magic has a full and healthy coat and can be found every morning talking with her friends, especially Chloe the blind pinto pony next door.  She patiently awaits our arrival with alfalfa mix and grain, and whinnies a thank you.  


**Update: February 15, 2012: Two Saturdays ago, our sweet Savannah could not stand for the farrier to do her hind feet.  I told her she would have to tell me what she wanted to do.  I didn't know she would make her decision so soon, but truly believe today is how she answered me, letting us know it was time. She appreciated each day here on the ranch, always said hello and thank you.  No, thank you, dear heart, thank you for finding a home with us, loving us, and being with us.  As we said good bye, I told you to run free, I know it's been a long time since your body allowed you that, hope you are doing so right now.  Many blessings our beautiful Buckskin Mare with a magic spirit.   Blessing always, my beautiful Savannah.  

Form & Flight: The Story of Where Rasta's Rescue Ranch Began

During the fall and early winter of 2009, with my best friend, C, and daughter, Ten (now Twelve), I committed to a massive undertaking.  It is no small task to assume responsibility for the lives of others, for their faults, defeats, and utter failings as human beings.  Taking responsibility for the hungry, sick, and suffering in the midst of world-wide economic crisis with tentacles threatening to drown you in the waves of financial uncertainty, is at the very least a brush with insanity, but at the very best a revelation of human soul and decency.  

It started with Sergeant Pepper, not his band, but a goat named Pepper.  The Craig's List ad read something to effect of a northern New Mexico family had decided they wanted to “collect” a different kind of goat; thereby, Pepper needed a new home.  My beloved animal advocate, C, found herself aptly appalled.  The ad declared Pepper might make a perfect rodeo goat.  I suppose if Pepper grew up with a rodeo clown instead of being bottle fed by children, the story might sound somewhat less callous.  If Pepper knew the ropes, so to speak, of bolting around an arena evading the pounding hooves of a racing equine and rope-wielding cowboy, perhaps C’s eyes might not have locked on.  Fact is though, Pepper knew the inside of a family home, not the rodeo grounds, and literarily grew up in the arms of loving children. 

Before I knew it, we set to constructing a goat pen.  As the saying goes, one thing leads to another.

In December, along came Rasta.  His owner called him Snowflake.  She gave him a light airy name to match his beautiful white coat, as if this summed up his existence.  If possible, I’d grant the owner ignorance, but she knew damn well better when she posted the ad seeking a new home for Snowflake.  C came across the ad months earlier and attempted starting a dialogue with her, asking about the situation, needs, and what could be done to help.  The owner seemed reluctant to communicate, perhaps aware that she caught the eye of a true animal advocate, which could lead to troubles for her regarding this particular Shetland pony.  For months she evaded C’s inquiries, but finally due to circumstances, likely financial, surrendered to C’s persistence. 

Days before Christmas, Snowflake, already re-named Rasta, arrived via a professional equine transporter hired to move him from a distant New Mexico county to our small country property in Santa Fe.  As I peeked into the small horse trailer, those huge gorgeous black eyes gazed back into mine.  He’d just made a journey of many hours and miles.  The transporter had also seen the ad months before and made inquiries about the Shetland in need of a new home.  She found the owner reluctant to deal with her as well, perhaps because she primarily transported for equine vets and experience had surely taught her the plight of neglected ponies.  “Pathetic conditions,” she reported.  “This poor pony.” 

Not many years into the business of caring for and owning horses, I’d only heard of the condition, not actually seen, or understood the consequences of foundered, particularly a case neglected for years.  The transporter guided the Shetland from the trailer.  Only our second rescue and we stepped into the worst-case scenario.  His four small feet were twisted with hooves well over grown, mangled by unmanaged disease.  In our naiveté we felt we could treat him, proper care and love might help heal, then again, in our hearts, C and I knew better.  Your human mind wants to rationalize and correct, but you know instinctually something has gone on far too long, you understand the necessity of freedom from pain and suffering.  And here you thought I was just writing about some animal rescue in northern New Mexico.

Nothing could be further from the truth.  I suspect if you’ve read this far you already know this.  And if you’ve read our postings in emails, our website, or on our Facebook page, you know what happened here.  The next day, after Rasta’s arrival on our small ranch, tragedy struck; tragedy comes without warning, hence the shock of her nature, the circumstances in which she embraces us, like Mother Nature, unpredictable and uncompromising. 

I delivered Ten to school and returned home with Rudy and Cowboy.  Rudy is a German Shepherd, the caretaker of Ten, since she was five.  His duty, as I taught him and instinct made him, is to protect his girl, his property, and the tenants of this land.  Cowboy is a pit-bull mix rescued from Espanola, New Mexico.  I’m not sure what happened that morning as I allowed Cowboy to do morning rounds with Ru, but something unsuspected, out of the ordinary—a tragedy, a blend of fate, a lesson in dignity, kindness, giving, and profound heartbreak. 

From a daydream slumber, I wondered to the sunroom, something didn’t feel right.  Closing in on the exterior room, something didn’t sound right.  From a distance came fierce barking.  Swinging the door open to the yard, I called to the dogs.  I saw Rudy running the fence line to the pens, signaling something wrong in his domain.  He knows the rules of this property by nature.  I called again louder, then knew something had gone terribly wrong, or as nature might have it, God might have it, if you will, something terribly right.  In retrospect, sometimes we can understand tragedy this way, make right of wrongs, correct unforgiving courses, change the world in which we live.  That’s the kind of tragedy that morning delivered us, a devastating, heartbreaking, do the right thing for God’s sake kind of tragedy.  As painful as it is sometimes the right thing is a challenge to everything we thought, our ideals, wants, needs, denied for something bigger than we imagined as we embraced the notion of bringing home a rescued pony for Christmas. 

Curses came to mind as I thought of sending Ten down to meet Rasta that morning.  I thought of the girl I was, remembered crying over a mouse who ate poison set out by my grandfather at the grandparent’s summer retreat.  The family dog walked up and released it from its misery and I, about ten at the time, burst into tears.  Life went so fast.  I didn’t understand the mouse was already dying, just saw life ending in a flash.  I recalled my grandparents and aunt assuring me Winnie, a Beagle mix, had done the right thing by the mouse.  

In the wild the weak, injured, and suffering are identified.  Cowboy identified Rasta’s plight.  We were mortified as we raced to the stalls.  Rasta’s injuries were slight, but his fear and desperate need for human intervention profound.  C wrapped him in her scarf and jacket and embraced him in her arms.  I returned to the house to call Thal Equine Veterinary Hospital.  Coincidentally, the best equine vet in Northern New Mexico sits less than a mile from our property.  Two vets were on site in short order.  They confirmed that Cowboy’s welcoming, though unfriendly, caused no serious harm, but I remember distinctly the statement, “What about his feet?”  They affirmed then what we knew, not from experience with foundered horses, or reading up on the subject, but in our hearts.  Rasta lived in uncompromising pain, utterly uncorrectable after unimaginable years of neglect.

Circumstances led to a necessary decision in less than twenty-four hours.  We inherited the responsibility of another owner’s failures, and a heartbreaking choice.  C held Rasta a little longer then whispered a loving good-bye.  She returned to the house and I checked with the vets one last time, just to be certain.  Rasta needed to be free. 

The gentle hands of caring vets humanely released a princely spirit from a body wrought with injury, from years of, as one described, excruciating pain.  We cried for hours, cried for his suffering, the neglect inflicted by humans.  Tears inevitably surrendered to duty, a responsibility we assumed on behalf of a handsome boy.  He wore a beautiful white coat and a Rastafarian mane.  He truly looked and behaved as a prince, handsome and brave.

That evening I walked down to the horses alone.  I apologized to them for the tragedy they witnessed.  Though not indifferent to the occurrences of that morning they seemed oddly distracted.  I entered the barn to gather hay and grain then heard the pounding of small hooves.  I glanced outside.  Scarlet and Dancer, our two horses waited simply for their food, along with Sergeant Pepper and his companion goat Moon.  I returned to the bales.  A rushing sound went by like a pocket of wind.  I turned catching a glimpse of white, too big to be a rabbit.  I thought Sgt. Pepper might have escaped his pen.  No, he stood waiting, as before.  Again hooves pranced by with another flash of white soaring happily.  Dare I say, Rasta embraced his freedom. His spirit celebrated his release and he made certain that I heard and saw him, so C, Ten, and I would know, although we felt our hearts broken, he found his wings.

In conversations that followed and tears that still swelled, in honor of a handsome prince destined to enter our lives Rasta’s Rescue Ranch, once an idea discussed, took form and flight. 

Rasta's Approved

January 22, 2011, the Internal Revenue Service stamped their approval of Rasta’s Rescue Ranch, Inc. as a public charity.  After a year of largely self-funding the operation, this is huge for our small rescue in that now we can turn to the community, corporations, friends, family, Facebook fans, and neighbors for 100% tax deductable donations and or just help spreading the word of our presence   We can apply for grants specifically designed for non-profit organizations, expand on the potential of our small ranch, and grow our community out reach programs.

Just over a year ago a vision began, the first steps in a journey of soul and ideas, a process of paperwork, funding, and energy, physical and emotional.  And now we’ve arrived at a new and exciting starting point.  We hope you’ll join us on this journey! 

www.rastasrescueranch.com

Bucky: A Tribute To

A little over 18 months ago, I met one of the most extraordinary human beings I know, accompanying her was a most extraordinary canine, Bucky, Bucklava, Bucka (as a little girl is fond of calling her), Buck, Mama Dog, Grandma Dog, Buckatune (as I often call her), and Bucky Marie.  

At seventeen and weighing upwards of seventy pounds, when I met her, she greeted me with wagging tail and held her own alongside the pit bull youngster beside her.  I’ve been told over the years our animal companions often reflect our personalities and spirits, in this instance I can declare a definitive truth to this.  Bucky Marie Banning was a formidable personality and most compassionate soul.

In a way, I can tell you, the first shimmering light of Rasta’s Rescue Ranch shown the day a twenty-two year old girl wrapped an eight week old pup into her fluffy white sweater and carried her home.  I say girl, because at early twenty- something we have so much growing up yet to do.  Bucky would grow up with C, help her grow—learn.  As a pup, she taught responsibility and selflessness; they ask a lot of us when they are young, and when they are old. They teach patience and tolerance, always-invaluable lessons in life, but perhaps what they show teaches us most—our very best.  They love us without condition and in this love we find ourselves—the best of ourselves, because we cannot let them down.  When they look at us with those big adoring eyes, full of soul and love, and Bucky had them, we discover great temperament, true compassion, and extraordinary love in ourselves.

Bucky gave great love to my partner in Rasta’s.  She gave companionship in the times of being alone and feeling defeated.  Her smile gave assurance in times of doubt and uncertainty.  Her proud and waging tail offered approval, and happiness, and hope always.  She’d wink and give confidence, snuggle close and provide warmth.  She would stare with genuine affection that said, “I know you and you are my everything.”  

I have known many dogs, but Bucky and Cowboy were my first pit bulls, my first opportunity to understand a misunderstood breed and the mistakes humans have made with them, but more than that Buckatune found a huge place in my heart like the great companions that helped me grow up from childhood to adulthood.  She wasn’t a dog’s dog, but a true devoted companion to her caretaker and friend.  Having had Bucky share with me her smile, I can say I am grateful for having the chance to know her.  And it makes writing this that much harder, because she was a very special presence.  She’s the kind of companion writers tell stories about, the kind that win our hearts, and teach us how special it is to be human, to experience love and heartbreak.  

A few best dogs have broken my heart, I loved them so much because they taught me so much about love, then time for them to go came.

Rasta’s Rescue Ranch lost a most formidable presence, a heart of gold, a genuine character of her own design, a stubborn ‘my way’ kind of girl, an intelligent giving giant in her own right.  She winked at me just the day before, I know she understood everything I ever said to her and I know she hears me now—we love you, Bucky.  God Bless and take care.  Come back and walk with us down to the horses anytime.  We’ll always hear your bark, the tapping of your feet, always see pictures of your memory in our minds, but most of all, always have a place in our hearts that is yours.

I love you and thank you for taking care of your human being.  You’re an awesome girl!  A beautiful girl!   

Rasta’s Rescue Ranch, August 13, 2010